I think this is my worst time of the year for my depression and thoughts in general. It seems that in May everything ends. School ends, your hard work pays off for finals and AP tests. Dance recitals and graduation and it all comes together in 4 short weeks. This year is going to be particularly hard for me as my friends are graduating and I'm not. I have two more years of high school and my friends are entering college as juniors because of AP tests and just being damn smart. My best friend is graduating and I don't know how I'm going to get through high school without him. He's been there literally since the beginning of my freshman year and he knows how to handle me and how to get me to just calm down some days. Not to mention Maria and Caitlyn and Catherine, both the Catherine's... Just everyone is leaving, and I feel like my life is turning into The Perks of Being a Wallflower, with all my friends leaving and my just generally getting worse...
I'm not looking forward to the next month
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